5w2d no symptoms again!

I know I'm not necessarily supposed to have symptoms or anything but I JUST WANT ONE other than bloating to know I'm pregnant. I miscarried back in October (blighted ovum) and did not have symptoms then. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow for an early ultrasound. I don't want to go. I feel like I'm not actually growing anything like the last time and I'm ticked off. Has anyone else not had any symptoms until 6 weeks? I just can't take another period of time where I feel like I'm lucky for no symptoms but actually, it's because I'm going to not be preggo again.