Had a miscarriage and not sure how to deal...
I had taken like 5 pregnancy tests the first few were really faint and hard to see. But the last 2 were promptly there and I was ecstatic. I was cramping that night before I went to see my doctor. So I went to the doctors on the 28th to get a urine test and it came back positive and she did an exam to make sure I was pregnant and everything was okay, because last February i had a miscarriage. She said I was spotting which was normal. She also did an ultrasound and it showed that I was about 6 weeks along. So she took some blood to get my hcg level. And that night i was cramping way more and it was excruciatingly painful as the night went on. I started to bleed heavier and I started to freak out got my fiancé to take me to the ER and I told them I was pregnant and I was about 6 weeks along and I was bleeding. About the time I got into a room it was about 4:30-5:00 in the morning. And they did an ultrasound and found no heartbeat. They gave me some pain meds and told me I should pass the baby within the next few days. And if I don't I need to come back in for a D&C. But yesterday I passed the baby and it was the worst thing to ever see and deal with. It's the absolute worst feeling in the world. Like I feel like I'm a failure because I lost my baby. My fiancé won't talk about and I'm an emotional wreck, I feel the need to talk about it so it'll be okay. But I don't have anyone to talk to. And to make matters worse I work at Babies R Us. I literally called in sick today because of how much it affects me to be there. I don't even know what to do or how to deal with it... 😢
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