First cycle already defeated 😕

Jennifer
This is our first cycle trying and I'm already feeling defeated. Last cycle was the first cycle off the pill and not preventing, I wasn't upset to get my period (if you could call it that, it was pretty light) because it meant my body was actually trying to regulate and that cycle was 33 days long. This cycle is the first one using ovulation tests and timing intercourse. My ovulation tests are all over the place. One day it will be really dark and I think I'll probably get a postive the next day but nothing. Glow has changed my fertile window and peak day twice and I just feel like I'll never ovulate on my own. I've had lots of signs of ovulation just no positive test. I just feel defeated and confused. Is it possible to ovulate and not see a super clear lh surge?Â