My story

Ok, I'm in this group because I want to pretend like I don't have anxiety but I do.  My first husband died in 2008 after our car fell on top of him.  I was standing there when it happened.  I tried to help him but he died instantly (he never once kicked his feet or moved in any way).  I remarried in October of 2014 (4 months ago) & we have a 15-month-old.  It took me 11 years from my first miscarriage (I had 3 total) until I was finally able to have my daughter.  (A low glycemic diet did the trick.) In fact, my second miscarriage was a month before he died.  I'm trying to stay calm & relax while TTC #2 but I'm so anxious!  Anyway, that's my story.  I don't even know if I'll be able to get pregnant again & I'm 36 so I feel like time is just ticking away!