valentines alone 😢

5 months pregnant.. boy friend left house at 5:30 am here it is 10:02 pm and he's still not home on Valentine's! I know he's working we face times during the day.. but I feel like I must not mean that much to him since he wants to work all day.. y wouldn't he work regular hours today? Spend time with me a little bit? I'm so heart broken!! I put his pillows and blanket in the living room I don't even wanna c his face!! He works over time everyday.. and important holidays no effort?? Our anniversary he did the same!! I'm just so sick of it.. and I feel unloved and in my emotions! I can't stop crying! I am much stronger than this!! Ah