I was supposed to go get my nails done.. but at this point I'm just laying down despising my hair legs vagina and jeans... maybe if I take a nap I will be less miserable 😭

I am A mess. I didn't sleep good because I was tossing and turning with stomach problems..  I haven't gone back to sleep. I ate really bad yesterday and this morning. I drink caffeine and it's got me jittery. Bought new underwear but now my jeans feel tight! Washed my hair and it feels like straw! It was breaking crazy. And lastly but the worst yet.. I am developing huge varicose vein's. They are Lumpy! I can handle the color but I cannot handle the texture. They are bulging out of my calve and The worst and most embarrassing one yet.. my vagina! I am not kidding I noticed this morning that my vagina looks heavy! Like swollen! I get in the mirror.. and find bulging lumps on one side.. literally weighing me down! I have no idea what to do. 🤕🤕🤕🤕