After 4 years of trying I'm finally pregnant. Feelings that I have right now are, after so many let downs and depression I'm resentful for the fact it took so long. I will destroy the human race if anything happens to it. I just took the test a couple min ago and the lines are as clear as can be. Idk what dictated this pregnancy. My diet was the same, life is the same and I've been socially drinking and taking my meds which is adderall. I also still have that negative thought thinking what if it's some ovary problem giving off the same hormone as a pregnancy? Why would I not be surprised if it just was gone in the next week....I still feel like I can't be excited about it until it's actually out in my arms..