help!!! hormonal maniac!!!!
I'm really concerned 😳 I'm only 17weeks high risk age wise and previous miscarriage and 9yr old son who had to have emergency c-section with. I was on 45mg mitrazapine anti-depressants the highest the doctor could put me on. I hit 40 and after 13yrs finally got a proposal! So all was good, missed a few periods and thought stress wedding wise or the change! Finally did a test and was delighted to discover that I was pregnant with a longed for second child. Went for an ultrasound expecting 6-8weeks to discover I was already 14+3 ! That was a major shock and worry as I had been taking my anti-depressants and high levels of diazepam, drinking over xmas like it was going out of fashion and smoking at least 20a day on a good day!
But I'm 17weeks now I don't know what's wrong I can't stop crying 😭 it's ridiculous obviously trying to hide it from my son given up smoking completely and everything else cold turkey, but I don't know if I'm acting normal is it my hormones? My fiancé can't do anything right I'm like a maniac got a puppy who destroys everything including my sanity. Does anyone else have hormones this bad at 17weeks as I thought the second trimester was meant to be easier, my last pregnancy that was successful was fantastic I was always happy! Just feel lost and I don't know what to do! I've been tested for all the downs etc and that's fine but am concerned due to medication and alcohol and smoking that the 20week scan may show something's wrong as I had no idea, feel so terrible I could've harmed this child 👶 and I know stress is no could but I can't help the upset and rage that builds up! I've even had to only a couple of times had to take a diazepam just to calm me down. Can someone give me some advice if my rages and outbursts are normal please
Thanks in advance sorry about the essay I just don't have anyone to talk to as mum just tells me to pull myself together 🤦♀️🤰🤷♀️
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