Thinking Out Loud

Lately, I've been feeling so used by girl that clearly doesn't feel the same as I do.  She says all these sweet and breathtaking things that pull me in only to turn around and pretend I don't exist.  So many of my guy friends have told me, "Stevie, you've got to quit her.  She's no good for you and she's ruining your mental health", but her love is so contagious that it keeps pulling me in.  It just bugs me out that she NEVER sees how I'm doing when I haven't talked to her in awhile, when I'm sad or upset, or whatever the case may be.  But I ALWAYS message her when she's sad, hurt, angry, or whatever.   I'm just, I don't know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what to do anymore.