Period started.

It's 5 in the morning here and I haven't slept. Period started, AGAIN. So sad 😔 I just cry and cry and cry. Don't know what to do. I'm so ready for my first baby. 😢 We have a complete empty room, there should be a crib in there. I feel like everyone is getting pregnant. My hubby and me only told 1 person that we were trying. 4 weeks ago she comes Visit us and breaks us the news (with the biggest smile on her face) that she' pregnant of her second baby. I just couldn't/can't be happy for her. I feel like an evil witch because of that. But it made me just stress more and cry more 😭😭💔💔💔💔