I need advice because this is literally tearing me apart. I have always been into women. However, I've only kissed women, reached first base, but I've never had sex with another woman.

I am in a relationship with a wonderful man. I feel like he is my soul mate. I just have a connection with him that I have with no one else.

The issue is that I have a hard time becoming sexually aroused with him, because I really, honestly, think I'm gay. I can only get aroused by fantasizing about women.

I'm not sure what to do about this. I am in love with my boyfriend, but sex has become non-existent because of this issue. I'm not leaving him, but I just keep wondering - what if I'm meant to be with a woman instead? 🙁