just need to vent

Laura
Hi ladies this is my first time logging on here.so I am about 8 weeks preggo I haven't told any of my family yet I am so scared this is our first child the first time I have ever been pregnant. My mom, MIL, and my aunt have had miscarriages that I know of I am so scared have it happening I have really bad anxiety which doesn't help. The OB that I called because I don't have one wasn't very helpful when I called up and made an appointment I've taken meds that are bad to take while pregnant so I immediately stopped taking them but I had to do my own research because I didn't get help from my regular doctor or the OBGYN it's really frustrating so now I'm scared that the baby is going to come out with all these health issues and it's going to be my fault. My husband thinks I'm crazy when I try talking to him about it I just want to cry 😭