Smh Vent

I have been having bad mood swings lately and it is normal for me. I get them when I go threw ovulation threw out when AF shows. Well last night me and my husband where laying in bed watching a show and I fell asleep. Two hours later I wake up to him next to me with his phone and he had it turned to me so I couldn't see what he was doing. I got upset but not to much then I asked what he was doing. He said looking up random stuff he didn't want the light from his phone to wake me. Well I didn't believe him and when he set his phone down I went threw the history on it and he was searching a bdsm website and looking at other females pictures and profiles and stuff. I wouldn't be so mad if he had just told me the truth but instead he lied to me. So we fought last night till about 3-4 am. What irritated me was I told him next time he lied to me I wanted a divorce yet two days later he lied to me. Well when we finally made up I was in the mood and he turned me down and said no. Yeah I was pissed. Then today we were making smoothies and he wouldn't let me make them which didn't bother me so he added milk and ice and bananas then he wanted peanut butter but the only jar was spicey peanut butter so I told him no but he still did it and now we have a blender full with a nasty tasting smoothie.

I am upset yes. And I'm sure it's over nothing but I just need to vent. My husband really is a good guy and we do have our issues and flaws but just needed to vent.