angry as hell....

I really don't want to get the glucose test. I hate needles and always feel like shit after they draw blood.  I hate my doctors office and don't want to spend an hour there and I sure as fuck don't want to have to repeat the test if I puke or fail. All of the nurses and doctors are shaming me for having waited when I legit had a panic attack over it the day before I was supposed to go in. They're really pushy and basically are forcing me to have a test that I don't want. Is there no other way than drawing two vials of blood with each stick? It's so invasive and I have so much anxiety about it.