I miss and like pain

I do not harm myself at all 
However I have nerve pain in my arm sometimes. At times, pretty severe pain. 
I miss the pain and after dealing with it for a while I liked it and was sad when it was gone. 
This doesn't seem normal or right and I'm wondering if there's a reason behind it. Google isn't really coming up with anything. 

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