Worst news of my life today.....

I had an appt with a genetics place today and my baby had gastrochisi.....for anyone who doesn't know what that is ot means my baby bot dawson dean will be born with his intestines outside of his body surgery for this is 90% success rate but still this news was the worst ive ever heard. I hope i can still give him the best life he deserves. His spine his heart and everything elae look really good and hes a little bigger then he should be wich they said is great... So i guess thats good. But today is unbearable if anyone has stories about this please do share!!!!!!!!!!!! Please