i feel sad πŸ˜”

my husband told me that he is mad bc i cant get pregnant with our #2 child but i dont even know if is me or is him who has the problem i had 2 miscarriages ... today he saw the wife of his friend pregnant and he was like "see they are going to have another baby" and you? i dont think you can have another one thats why im always mad at you" i just started crying bc i know is not my fault i would love to have another baby but having two miscarriages i know is not my fault πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜• he dont even know what i feel insideΒ