hi new here

I like to vent and think it's necessary so I found s group that is named for this which is cool.  But all venting aside I'm 34..ugh 35 in march maybe a bit older than others here? 
Same challenges and frustration every tww I'm on like month 7 ttc so it's wearing on me a bit and starting to obsess a bit.  Like how come we cannot get pregnant you figure you have sex equals pregnancy but noooo it's so much more I suspect.  Hey I've learned a lot about ttc anyway maybe I'll become an expert