Triplet Mamas?

Deva
Anyone on here have a natural birth with triplets? My OB says that despite all four of us being healthy I absolutely have to have a C-section. I'm really scared to be cut open, and worried that I won't get to hold my babies right away. I really want the experience of skin to skin bonding right after they're born. And what if them being taken to the NICU affects their ability to breast feed?