month #5 ttc

I've given up trying to figure out when I ovulate and don't even think about trying to get pregnant anymore. We just have sex whenever we feel like it because I'm so tired of all the let downs. I just opened this app for the first time in awhile and it's estimation for my ovulation was 4 days ago, but I really have no idea when I ovulate. My periods are regular so my ovulation date should occur the same time each month but it's just not working. I think getting pregnant is subconsciously on my mind though because I had dreams of getting positive tests all night last night, but I used to have dreams about it all the time and in real life the tests would be negative as could be. It would be awesome if I get pregnant this time around, but I am so done pressuring myself.