i just want to share

My husband abandoned my home. After 8 years together is hard to think that one day he just gave up and left. To be honest i didn't see it coming. After loosing out baby 2 years ago things have not been the same. It has been 3 weeks now. Things around the house have been difficult, especially because he was the main economic support for my home. I feel like my wold is closing in. Am going to lose my home, what i make is not nearly enough to pay the bills and i haven't told my children that we are about to lose it all. My children are not his, they are from my previous relationship. I pray to god to help me find a solution quik, and find a place where my children and i can be safe. I tried to ask why he left, all i got from him was that he was going to whatever he wanted. He felt pressured to stay, but he is now gone. I also got a txt saying that it was over and to stop looking for him, but he also said he loves me. Is hard to believe that someone will leave a life we where building together to live his life away. So i wish him luck . Now i just can't stop but feel like i was never enough for him to stay.