needing bad advice

Sidney • 25 - married for 4 years - Kimber Lynn 🎀 baby #2 due June 19’
I'm in a low low place right now guys I've had several faint positives since Tuesday which made me 10dpo - got blood work done 11dpo Wednesday results came back 1-3imu (not good for a supposed 3 weeks) but tested faint positives Thursday and today. I got negative on digital though. This has been the ONLY thing on my mind the last week. Oh af is two days late in my ovia app and in glow says I'm suppose to start Monday. Give me some peace of mind ladies this uncertainly is killing me. 
Clear blue was my most recent one from this morning besides taking a digital first response an hour ago and getting a negative 👎