Induction date set

Well, if baby girl doesn't come on her own she is getting evicted on the 28th. Anyone else get crazy emotional about having to be induced? I never anticipated needing it, my mom is completely against it and very judgemental about it, and I have such mixed feelings....part of me feels like if she isn't coming out she isn't ready and I should wait, but on the other hand I am miserable and after listening to the midwife state the pros and cons of induction at 41 weeks my husband and I decided it was best to do it...but man I am struggling emotionally with it...and even knowing there is a for sure end date in sight has me so overwhelmed. I want her out so bad, but I am so scared of childbirth and of the changes to come...which is insane because we tried two years for this rainbow baby. Ugh