Emotional!!!

I can't help but to feel emotional because I spoke with my doctor and they said if this little girl doesn't come on her due date March 4th then they will make me wait 2 weeks to induce me despite the fact that they have confirmed that I have been having harsh contractions from 2 weeks ago. I definitely want my baby girl here safe but I also want to feel like me again. Feet swollen for the past 2 days and the pressure is getting worse but still nothing consistent enough for labor. Smh I'm in so much pain tonight and I really hope she just crawls out while I'm sleep because I'm tired of going to the hospital for just one more centimeter. 😢😢😢Only God knows how miserable I feel right now on top of still having to take care of my household because I'm a wife and mom and that doesn't stop because of this pregnancy. Uugghh. Ok I will stop ranting. Good night.