don't want my inlaws period

Becky
Well had a issue arise and found out how my husbands family feels about me. Now I haven't done anything but be nice and curiosity to them. If I have something extra I no longer need and it's still on good/new condition I freely give it to his family. I cook. I smile and try to talk but always kind of snubbed. Granted I'm not a smoker or a toker, don't drink anymore cause responsibilities and stuff like that. I don't care that they do those things. But anyway his family hates me. 
I don't want them at the hospital or baby shower and I can't promise to look pleased if they show up. 
I know I won't put them on the no no list because I was raised to be the better person but ugh it's getting so hard. 
It's like every time I think I have it handled and let it run off my back they throw more 💩 my way. 
Meh  need a hug 😕😭 and o have to work tomorrow and I can't fall asleep cause I'm so sad.