1st round of clomid

Chezli
Cross posted from gen ttc bc I thought maybe you guys would have more insight. 
I took my first round of clomid this cycle. Days 5-9 50mg. I actually did ovulate this month so that's great! I got my positive ovulation tests on days 12&13. I had said that I was so excited that we finally even got a positive ovulation test that I wouldn't even be upset if I weren't pregnant because we hit this huge milestone after a year and 3-4 months. Buuuuuuuuut, today is the day of my expected period and I've had nothing but negative pregnancy tests. And I'm very bummed out. Af has not shown yet so I know a bunch of you will say I'm not out yet but I feel like if I were pregnant it would show by now. I'm 14 dpo today. 
Last year I went into a really deep depression mainly due to ttc but then my DH also lost his job and that was just a whole other bucket of worms. Long story short I just don't want to go back to that place. I know this was only my first month of clomid and we can try again. I guess I just really had my hopes up. 
How do you guys cope with this kind of thing? I'm apparently not very good at it.