I told him I deserve better.

Ive been struggling in an on/off relationship for almost 5 months. While also being pregnant...its been awful.

The guy I love, I hurt him. Not in a cheating way,but I did some untrusting things and he broke our engagment. Cant totally blame him.

But the rollercoaster hes put me thru isnt ok either. One day theres hope,one day hes not sure he loves me or wants to be with.

This guy is literally my favorite person in the world, its so hard walking away.

But last night I told him I deserve somebod that knows they love me,not someone whos so unsure...

He responded with "I understand". And that was that.

Not totallys sure how to take that,but I have a pretty good idea. I think thats my answer- hes letting me walk away. And i need to do just that. This is the hardest thing Ive ever done.

But its only fair to myself,right?