depression while pregnant
I've been dealing with pretty bad unhappiness lately, I don't even like saying depression because I've never been diagnosed with it or talked about it to anyone before. I used to self harm but nobody ever noticed so I was never confronted about it. It's not even that things make me unhappy it just feels like nothing actually makes me happy and it's so much easier to feel even lower when tiny things happen.
I've been feeling down most of my pregnancy but it's gotten worse lately to the point I've started self harming again but not as badly as I used to but sometimes it feels like the need to is so strong i even deal with suicidal thoughts. I feel like I don't even want this baby anymore. I just wanna leave it and run away.
My husband doesn't know anything about me self harming myself or feeling suicidal But he thinks I'm depressed due to other personality changes.
My husband wants me to see a therapist but I'm afraid if I tell this to someone they would tell my husband or take the baby or try to put me somewhere. Has anyone ever gotten this type of help while pregnant? What did they do?
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