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HI, I am very depressed right now and don't know what to do. My husband and I are married for a year now. My husband been home for 3 months now with no work. He has this friend, when they meet he's not the same guy I know he shows me attitude drives under influence and do other stuff no grils I am pretty sure. It's been 3 or 4 times he called me to pick him up and then he's like no I'll stay here tonight. This Friday he did the same thing I got very mad and told him I hate him. I know I did a very wrong thing by saying it. So it's been 2 nights he wasn't home we haven't talked and I feel really bad I haven't slept or anything. So I came by and asked him to come down stairs and I needed to talk to him he said we exchanged few more messages and he won't comedown keeps telling me we will talk tomorrow. I don't even know what to tell him now I am very mad for things he did also I am upset that I said I hate him. Could you give me any advice. I do not hate him just we're really mad.