depressed

I'm so depressed. I just had my baby 6 months ago. I love him to death but my husband, he's been letting me down lately. He doesn't even try anymore, he talks bad about me when we're talking with family. He makes smart remarks like "you should see the house when I come home from work. It's like a tornado. But when I'm here all day with the baby the house always stays clean"i get it okay, but he doesn't realize that I too work and when I come home from work my main priority isn't to clean but to bond with my child and make sure he's taken care of. I don't understand him. Then he mentions "oh I made a budget...blah blah blah." Mind you, this budget has no wiggle room for anything. If
 we're struggling, why don't YOU give up your junk food and restaurant habits. I'm so depressed. I feel overweight and unloved. I don't know what else to do. Maybe this is what I deserve.