I thought I was over it.
I thought I had dealt with my miscarrage over a month ago and was "over it" until people started announcing their pregnancies due the same week as my lost pregnancy.
I know I shouldn't be angry at them, but I just want to tell people. It's bad enough that EVERYONE I know is pregnant with either their first or second (or more) kid, or has just had a baby. I'm seriously having trouble coping with it and it's gotten to the point where I can't log onto facebook without being instantly jealous and upset.
I just got the Ok to try again from my doc and I'm in my fertile period now. But while I was excited to try again, now knowing at least three or four people due on my old due date has really put me out of the mood for trying again. I just want to give up. I don't want the new baby. I want the one I was already pregnant with. My MIL keeps giving me the BS about it being "god's plan" which I find insulting.
Anyone else feeling like this?
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