looking for a cycle buddy

I should introduce myself .. I'm andrea and I'm 45 trying to conceive again . I've had 2 miscarriages in the past two n half years and I'm hoping this month will be the month .. My ❤️ and I want to have a baby together and this would be our first . We both have children from previous exes.  My fiancé is 7 years younger than me and  lm losong hole because of my age and the fact that it's harder to conceive . This past cycle we have been sexually active daily and I honestly don't see how we can miss and I'm getting my hopes up but also afraid of being disappointed yet once again.  I sending baby dust to you ladies as well ..