Giving up... 😭

Month after month, watching my friends have their second baby.. having AF start when I think I'm finally pregnant. Trying everything I can think. Going to the doctor and her telling me I'm able to have children. If that's the case where's my baby? Just feel like giving up today. There's nothing more I want than to have a child and give my husband his first baby. Days like today I don't even feel like crawling out of bed, how do I keep moving 😭😭