depressed :(

Alyssa
34 weeks Monday and I'm being a total wimp. 
I should not be depressed. I have nothing to be depressed about. 
But I am. And I want to cry about everything. And I want a cigarette, and a beer, and my baby, and my body. And my dog is annoying me because he doesn't want to lay down when mommy wants to lay down. And I want to lay down all the time. 
Ugh. Rant over. 
I know this is all pre paring me for what's about to come but I just needed to complain. 
That is all.