So nervous 😔

I am 18 weeks and 1 day... I am having a planned c section due to the fact my 2 kids came out that way.. my first was breech so my 2nd just repeated.. My c section is planned for Aug 5th and I have been so worried and scared.. please tell me I'm not alone and this is normal...

I get myself worked up and I say what if I die.. what if there's a problem. Ugh I just hate this feeling.. Anyone else's aniexty got them thru the roof... I just need to pray everyday ... 😣😔