Feel like the worst person.

So so hurt and anger and I feel so bad for feeling this way.

I cried to my mother yesterday about how my husband of 9 years still feels we are not ready for kids and how I can not get him to move his opinion.

Then today my younger sister and her husband of 1 year tell me they are having their second baby....

We make double the amount of money older are very healthy and have a good relationship and and home.... I still get a no... all husband keeps saying is his sorry....

Then she tells me I can not tell our grandmother because she is not ready for them to know. The only person in our family I can talk to.

I have been crying all day and feel so bad like the worst sister on earth!