What do i do.....

So i just plain out feel depressed, i work 40ish hours a week and love my job but i feel like a awful mom because i am not with my baby. My days off i have her but im running to pay bills and arrons. Then, my husband and I get date night once i while and i love them sooooo much but feel bad do to lack of time with baby. So not just do i feel like a failure as a mother but my husband wants to try so many things sex wise and i can't do it...... long story but i cant.......

I want soooo much to be a great mother and wife. I love our family and life together.....

We plan on taking a family trip and i hope it helps..

So to add to the above i hate the way i look....... i feel like i have a ugly body.... i have bright purple marks on my sides and inter thights. I already hated my body before our wonderful baby and now i feel so down on it that i just want to wear baggy clothes and stay home constantly. 😔

My question is what can i do to be a better mom, wife, and overall person/person to myself! I need a crash course on how not to be a failure at life.......