I hate my body.

I know I should be happy because if I'm growing, that means the baby is growing. I am happy he's growing and healthy. I just hate how I look. My fiancé tells me he loves it, it makes him so happy to see my belly. I just don't feel attractive anymore, I feel like he doesn't want me. I've talked to him about it and he keeps saying things like "I love you" and "you're not fat, just pregnant" but it doesn't help. He doesn't compliment me like he used to, he doesn't try to get sex like he used to. We have sex maybe once a month and it's when I initiate it. But it also hurts when we have sex so that could be why he doesn't try, but he doesn't try anything at all. He doesn't touch me anymore. I know he doesn't mean anything by it, he just doesn't know when it's going to be okay and when it isn't (due to sickness and constant pain) so I get why he doesn't try. I've just always been really insecure about my body and worked hard to keep it in shape before I got pregnant. I'm afraid I won't get it back! I'm just feeling insecure and it's making it harder to be excited about my pregnancy. I'm more excited for when the baby comes so I can get rid of this extra weight (and of course because I'm excited for my baby in general). How do I stop feeling this way and just embrace it? 😩😩