Tinge of brown 😣 waiting for AF now

Kelsey • Morther of 1 sweet miracle (5), pregnant with baby #2 after almost three years trying with PCOS, and two hard losses. Praying for a safe pregnancy.

I am so upset. I was starting to think positively and think it happened (I was ready to test tomorrow), but I just wiped and got a small tinge of brown... now I just know AF is coming (due tomorrow). I know I am being impatient, and I should wait for God's timing, but after a MC and D&c (@10 weeks) all I want is to be pregnant again.

Sorry I am officially rambling... does anyone else know this feeling?