ladies I'm heart broken after 2 years I finally let him go !! πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”

I found out he was talking to his ex again . This is not the first time he does this to me . Back on New Years of this year I found out he cheated on me with his ex she told me everything sent me prof that they where together and had sex after that I gave him one more chance and I told him if he dosnt  know how to value me after this that I was now seriously done with him . Well guess what Today when he dropped me off home he txted me saying he was supposedly going to help out his step dad fill out something online I believed him . So after that I was ganna go to the store and something told me to pass by his house so I did and well guess what his daamm car wasn't there !! So I txted him a lot of time I called him a lot of times as well and no answer and I told him I knew he was out there cheating in me again . So I txted his brother who he is 12 years old and I told him if his brother was home he told me "no he said he went back to your house cuz he was going to take you your wallet" so once he told me that,  my blood started to boil that's when I knew he was up to something . so I txted his ex and asked her if they where together and she told me that yes they where so I waited for him at his house. So once I saw him pull up in front of his house I get off from my car and I go to him and I told him I needed to talk to him and I told him where was he and that I knew he had been cheating on me he didn't know what to say he just had stupid answers . After that I told him I was done with him there was no more chance and when I was trying to leave he tried to grab me and told me to wait and I told him not to touch that I was done with him so I leave and he kept txting me "babe" but till know I havnt respond at all . We had been together for 2 years he's 22 and I'm 19 . I'm honestly so hurt right know we also once had a baby together but at 5 months I had a miscarriage . It hurts me bcuz I feel I'm not going to be able to get over him since I feel like my baby will bring back so much memories . Uugghh I hate this pain I wish I can get out this pain fast I himestky love that guy but I can't go back with him he has hurt me so much I just can't take him back sorry for the long rant ☹️