fantasy

Leandra • 33 ,married , 3 beautiful kids
I want to be with a women soooo badly. Iam married and yes my husband knows I'm bi. And he is cool with it. Actually wants me to have a gf. Which I wouldn't mind doing  and he knows there won't be any sharing her. Lol idk what to do. Should I go for it and date women or forget bout it.  PLZ NO BASHING OR RELIGIOUS TALK . I need real help . And ways to find like minded people.