I don't see my therepist until Friday but I need someone to talk to now :/ I've been having a lot of suicidal thoughts lately and last night I had some very morbid dreams about bad things happening to my baby and I. I woke up crying and haven't been able to shake the feeling of doom and worry. I want to lay down and sleep all day so my mind shuts up, I have no one to talk to, my fiance is still asleep and won't understand how I'm feeling right now anyways.