when hubby plays poker on your fertility window

I'm just so over this! Feeling of disappointment and stressful feeling of trying every month. I feel like I'm doing everything in my power to help us get pregnant and the only few days I ask my husband to actually put some effort into conceiving he has poker nights with the guys and it happens to be on my fertility window. I'm so sad and feeling of hurt right now. I just want to give up! It's not fun anymore.