Stupid jerk doctor

I finally accepted and decided to ask my Dr for help to deal with my depression and anxiety my one and only thing was that i wanted it to be safe for breastfeeding. so he gives me some lexapro and according to all the literature and the pharmacist it is very unsafe for breastfeeding cause its been known to seap through to the baby so I'm like super pissed cause we already bought the crap pills now were going to have to go back and get something else and go buy more. I'm so upset I feel like he didn't even listen to me I asked for one thing. It was hard enough for me to admit and ask and then this mess happens I'm extremely discouraged and grumpy about it. I just wanted to feel normal and happy again for my baby and husband.