Please help I don't know what to do!!!!

Hey guys I need some above I'm sick in a dilemma. So I finally got my taxes. I don't knoe if I should move back out of state closer to family or stay. Story I'm me and my boyfriend have been together for 10 months. I've had two miscarriage in the past 10 months. And now I'm 12 weeks pregnant and growing a healthy little boy. Well during these past 10 months it been hell. My boyfriend told him parents about me in oct and they told him to break up with me, we were living together at this time. Because I've been a tried before and have children. His mother wouldn't even give me the time of day. She called me a black widow and said I'm after his money and god told her that the women he has for him is a women never been married or have kids. Well his dad came up and tried to force me out of the house I had to call the cops on him. They said I have 30 days legally. Well he Llowed his dad to do this and left with him and moved out of the house for 30 days. I had no where to go so I went to a maternity homeless shelter. Well due to all the stress I lost the baby in dec. And after everything g calmed down he begged me to come back and work things out so I did. Well I've been back living with him since the end of dec. And he still won't tell his family or friends about me and the baby that we are back together. He's been lying to everyone about me and the baby. Saying he doesn't talk ro me or anything including his mom. He's been telling me he wants to marry me and rhat when they know he's not going to let them come between us again. Well I've been litterly in tears telling him begging him to tell them. He said he's not going to till he proposes to me or we get married behind his parents back then he qill say something. I told him I will not do that. I called him a coward. I gave him the operator tell them and be honest. I told him he tell them or I'm moving back our of state near my family and it's over for good. Cause I'm not going to be in the same situation that I was in in oct and nov and have to live in a homeless shelter with my kids and spend all my money. He says he not ready to tell them he doesn't want to tell them till I'm after 13 weeks and rhat we are married or engaged. I have a issue believing Jim cause he said this last time and chose his parents and friend over me. He's 33 he's not a fucken kid. He's a pediatrician for goodness sac. I told him asked him why are yiu soo scared of your parents why can you be honest with thwm and all he says is I don't know. So please give me advice of what to do. I am so torn I jave been patient with him but I'm to the point I can't tale this shit anymore. I feel like he's embarrassed by me and our baby. I've been crying I love him so much but I'm scared he's going to fuxk me over again. If his parents has this much over him control then they are going to control everything and he allows it he won't stick up to them!!!! Help me!!!!