Comparing...

I feel so horrible. I had three kids with a guy who's already had a kid so he was great during my pregnancies. Anythinf I wanted boom he got no hesitation. Now I'm pregnant with my 4th by a different guy and this is his first and he sucks at this stuff. If I'm craving something he tells me it's too early and to stop milking it. How am I milking it if he isn't doing crap for me. My ex brought me a lot of chocolate bars and an edible arrangement to say congrats And I'm like wow I love it. Feel bad for comparing the two though. Sorry just had to vent