Im going crazy

I just need to vent this out and I thought others might find it an interesting read so why the hell not

Now do not get me wrong, i love my partner with all my heart and he is so loving and so amazing

But i constantly find myself thinking of the few weeks before he got together when he claimed he had feelings for me but thought i didnt reciprocate them and he slept with a few girls, one being his ex who is still into him

Granted this was actually in a different city to where we live and it is no big deal now but i keep thinking about it and I think i just needed to type it out because i feel better now but man did that bother me

One of the other girls was psycho and we both agreed shes the kind who would get knocked up on purpose

Thank god shes not but oh my god the thought of that makes me sick

Hes amazing now and im so glad his man whore days are behind him (we both had issues prior to getting together and are helping eachother through them)