😭😭 My Heart Hurts

Tomorrow I'm turning 20 weeks and Monday my husband was in a horrific car accident and has been in the hospital in the ICU. Tuesday was suppose to be the day we find out the sex of our little love ❤️. I am so sad that he won't be going to the appointment with me, and I have already planned on putting the gender in an envelope for when my husband is Conscience and able to speak. I'm just very sad that he was looking forward to this day for the last two months, and even though it's not my fault I kinda feel guilty that he's not going to the appointment