question? πŸ˜”

Is it bad im not ready to let go yet?
I'm not ready to go to work yet. I want to spend every second with my daughter babies grow up so fast and you don't get these moments back. I'm really emotionally and mentally not ready to go back into the field until another year 😩. I have people to help me out but I don't want to rely so hard on people. πŸ˜” I just love her so much