Need Advice

Me and my boyfriend have been going through relationship problems! I cheated in the passed he did too. I gave him an STD from cheating. I learned my lesson and I forgave him and moved on from that but for me it's the opposite. He's very controlling and rude. I deleted all social media because he told me too to make everything better. I did! I try to do everything I can to make him happy. Once I do it something else becomes wrong. I refuse to give up but he's very pathetic sticking pillows between us while we sleep. We argue almost every day. Some days it can be good and some days bad! I just don't know what to do!